You should bring me soup

Coconut soup preferably.

Lots of things happening around here such as the road falling in, my dad getting pneumonia and an Incubus concert coming up that I might not be able to go to. Yes it seems bleak now. But someday yesterday made the whole day worth all the freaking out:

"But please do not feel hurt Emily You have helped me a lot. In fact if someone where to ask me if I believed in God today. I would say yes. Because I do. I really do."

"You are strong and the pain you have to feel its your sacfrice, you could be like everyone else and deny things. It would be easier and maybe hurt less.But you know that what you are doing Is what you ere made to do. And so dont ever feel like your wasting your time because God wont let you."

God I love you. You're too wonderful for words to describe. You've made all things new. All things new. I will forever praise you. ...If only I could feel your embrace once again. It's on my life, I know. I just empty out week after week. And I long to be filled again.

I'm writing this with the intention of having something to say but it's not really working. Random thoughts then, eh?

I'm listening to Audio Adrenaline.
I recently rediscovered the Supertones. Ska frenzy!
I have to write a paper on Star Wars. That means I'll have to watch it today. I hope my VHS isn't ruined from our last VCR.
Last night I had chicken noodle soup that had solidifed. Not good.
I spoke to Edric on the phone about all sort of things, mainly his idea that he needs to die for the world. I'm always confused. We also sang the song that never ends. But it did. Darn.
I try to apply it to something else, other things that should never end.
I wish I could bring people here. Like right now. Tom should be here.
We'll sit with the Christmas lights in the loft and play beautiful music.
The light is pouring through the windows. I should go outside.
My throat is killing me. At times I've sat on my knees and dug myhead in the ground, coughing hysterically. I hate coughing. It's too loud.
Zoey loves me.